Inhale infiltrates nose, head, lungs, blood
This body, my home
Height at apex
Mouth more mute
I have met peace;
I meet you with love
Here I Am.
Ambient, psychedelic trance bubbles, pokes, taps, glides my auditory canals; soothes, harmonizes, enchants, strings.
Hear it caressing my mind. Toes curl and stretch wide.
Air in motion: by music, by rotating fan.
I write while on my tummy. Chin resting on left knuckle. Knees bent, feet crossed at ankle…
Cameron, to my left. We are on our air mattress. He dozes, lays supine, legs wide, chest steadily rises then exhales. That breath, so urgent, vital. The blood in his veins, muscles; may it be well. His lungs, his health.
He rests after a sacred union of souls, of lovers.
I would not want for Cameron to be out of my life.
x x x
Writing of the love felt for Cam, I embarked upon descent to dreamland by curling into him, arm and leg around; nose near scrumptious, spicy body odor. Eyes closed, psychedelic visions danced and spun with the music. Too good to interrupt.
Orally emit omnipresent opinion.
Concepts quickly surpassed
Yet, in my thoughts, they last.
This place hugs me,
makes me crooked.
race toward fear
prove fear wrong
puff the chest, raise the hair, loud noises
let fear teach new aspects of oneself.
learn, with fear
get to a better place, with fear
follow instincts; follow fear
Stitched in the haphazard collagen
Has been an exodus of the within
No use exploding;implode, instead.
Embrace their natural role
Micro within macro,
Thy self: further know;
Clouds laze in all directions
Grass vibrates East
Wind grazes my skin, dances with hair;
I understand thee,
Amplify the reaches of my aura
Have a soiree with the day
Momma, take me for another whirl
Loosen my britches, allow an unfurling.
My charming conundrum
Dreams quicker than constraints of time and strength
Turning gears; set the motion